I dont really know where to start. When i got a text message from my sister, ough...this classic story ruins my mind again...
Why, why this always happen?? since daddy passed away, she became somebody whom i dont even know before.
honestly this fact, i cant really tell or write down here, on my blogm or even on a sheet of paper if i have a diary... Only God n me.
Please, someone out there, u have to learn from your past. we've ever told you, warned you. What else do you want? sorry for this in appropriate expressions of mine. But i do kno what to do...
I know since daddy gone, all responsible is on my hands, but in this kinda sittuation, please, i cant handle it. how could i breathe peacfully and work properly here. I really want to share this kinda abstract feelin, but my moutch just locked and there were no words anymore.
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thats all, at least, do know...fffffffff
